I...
Wei Qi
19 December 1991
LPS, NHHS, NJC
DeUnknowns
am...
I like...
being quiet...
unless I really have something to say
getting things my way...
unless you're right
chatting online...
unless I'm really busy
'audi-ing'...
unless there's nobody online to play with me
watching Gintama...
unless I'm watching it with chinese subtitles (which kills my brain cells)
reading thrillers...
unless I have something better to do than read
doing work in peace...
unless you're going to tell me I don't have to do it
laughing...
unless your joke isn't funny
running...
unless it involves 'long distance' and the prospect of getting injured
having people I like around me...
unless I'm tired or just want to sleep
creating pictures...
unless I don't have decent software (that's idiot-proof)
learning things for fun...
unless I don't find them fun
being lame...
unless it involves getting my leg injured
reminiscing...
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This just sucks Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Feel quite emo now.
People are leaving. one after another. Feel quite contradicted and disappointed that 1 simple thing can lead to so many.
Expected this actually, when it first started.
But was quite surprised nonetheless when it first happened.
Feel quite third-party and insignificant when people decide to make decisions just like that without thinking about others.
Even now, it's like the rest of us are insignificant and it doesn't impact us. It does. And now we see the effect.
Maybe I'll feel better after blogging. It's not a big deal anyway (by right).
Felt better after talking to someone more mature, another third party like me.
This whole incident just seems so trivial and yet the impact seems monumental to me.
I'm taking things too hard (been told this by 4 people already. i don't need another)
I can't guarantee I will stay, but I don't want to leave too.
So now I'm releasing all these frustrations here and locking it away on the Internet. Isn't this very ironic?
-So now that's it? We've gone our separate ways? No goodbye, no nothing?
It seems everything that has been built up has been discarded; just flung out the window.
-Even though you say who stays is what matters, I don't think many of those that matter will stay.